Like snow shimmering in the dark.

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You know those moments when you’re exhausted, right?  When you can’t take it anymore, when you want to escape from it all. From school, from family, from friends.  It happens to all of us at a certain point in time.

That’s how I feel now. I feel nothing about anything around me. I am depressed, I am disappointed in me and in most of the things around me. The only thing I want now is him. And nothing else.

And still, an insignificant thing like seeing how the snow shimmers at night made me fall into daydreaming. I dreamt of a cold, snowy night, a warm home, my love holding me in his arms, talking random things,  feeling good, not caring about anything else, just me and him. And nothing else mattered.

That’s what I want. That’s what I dream of right now. This and nothing else.

 

Until…

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I never knew what it’s like to be kissed softly. I never knew what it’s like to be hugged so tight, it takes my breath away. I never knew what it’s like to feel a loving  glance. I never knew what it’s to want someone. I never knew what it’s like to be addicted to someone. To not be able to pass a day without seeing him. To text like crazy. I never knew what it’s like to love. Until now. Until he appeared. Until he found me, hidden in my corner, and he saw right in my heart.